The Crandalls are Okay

All, Allie, Drew, and I are fine.  We evacuated to San Antonio on Thursday and are safe. It looks like Pearland got the direct hit of the storm after landfall.  The good news is that it seems that everyone we know is alright.  The bad news is that there is damage everywhere.  Keep praying for Galveston/Houston area.  Will update regularly as I hear about it.  

OUTCAST

I’m a pariah.  I’m an outcast.  I’m hated by all those around me.  Nobody likes me and nobody wants to be close to me and my wife.  Why you may ask?  You seem like a nice enough guy.  You seem funny, or at least you think you are.  Why do people hate you?  I’m traveling,..in an airplane with…a baby.  Everywhere else we go people look at him and say things like

“He’s such a sweet baby.”

“He’s so cute.”

“Does he always smile?”

“Wow he laughs a lot, he is such a happy baby”

A quick aside: I realize all parents think their child is the best, the cutest, the smartest, etc.  In my case though it is the truth.  Jason Andrew Crandall Jr. (Drew) is the sweetest, cutest, happiest baby that any young parents could ever ask for.  I’m sure we are being lulled into a false sense of reality, but as of right now, other than a HUGE lack of sleep, our baby is incredible. 

Back to the point

We hear this all the time from friends, family, and strangers.  That is true in EVERY place with the exception of two places: the airport and the airplane.  As soon as you walk into one of these places with a baby you are the redheaded step child.  Business travelers after a long week of work in a strange city, small hotel room, and being away from their families are ready to eat you.  Single people look at you and swear to themselves that they will never have children and if they do then they will never subject others to them until they are much, MUCH older.  Young married couples, the ones without kids, look at you and think: “what is the matter with them?”.  The only looks of neutrality (I do mean merely neutrality) are from those who have gone before on this crazy venture of traveling with an infant.  They look, shake their heads (remembering a time that was much harder), and walk on or go back to whatever they were doing while turning up the volume in their iPods or on their computers or really trying to engross themselves in their book.

All this to say the looks are like laser beams piercing through you, no wait they are more like the teeth of sharks slowly ripping your skin from your flesh.  The feeling is awful.  The feeling is overwhelming.  The feeling is shared by someone:

“He was despised and rejected by men; a man of sorrows, and acquainted with grief; and as one from whom men hide their faces he was despised, and we esteemed him not.”

Disfigured, beaten, torn, and battered.  He was shunned by the world, by his own people, and, when on the cross, even those closest to him.  This is Jesus.  This is Messiah.  This is my Savior.  This is my king, now more beautiful than could ever be understood or comprehended.    

So what’s the point of this blog entry Jason?  Is it to make us feel sorry for you traveling?  Is it to make us think about those poor paents with young children and maybe turn our heads instead of stabbing them in our minds?  Is it to make us think about Jesus and what he had to endure?  I guess the answer to all the questions would be yes.  But the big thought is this: who do we look at like that?  Who are those people in our paths who we walk by without thought or care.  Or worse yet - despise, shun, and ignore?  The company they keep now may be undesirable.  The position they are in may be unthinkable, but they share something in common with the creator of all life, of all matter, and…everything else. 

By the way, Drew is napping next to me right now.  He hasn’t cried at all (did you hear that weird European sitting in front of me who keeps staring at all the babies on the plane?) and we are rapidly approaching our destination.  Maybe that outcast isn’t all that you thought they were.

Confession: Boasting, Bragging, or Whatever You Call It.

I’m a proud person. It’s something that I’ve known about myself for a long time. It’s something, since I’ve been saved that I hate about myself, but it’s something I haven’t worked very hard to get out of my life. Today I caught myself doing it again. My mother-in-law and I like to play around with stocks. We talk about our picks frequently and what they’ve done. Lately, I’ve been on a bit of a run. My picks have gone well and it’s looking like Drew might be able to go to college.

I was about to email my mother-in-law and let her know how well my stuff is doing when I looked to my right and saw the Don’t Waste Your Life - Group Study Kit that I’m reviewing to use for our small group. I’ve read the book by John Piper and God brought to mind the verse that he springs from for the book. Galatians 6.14 - “But far be it from me to boast except in the cross of our Lord Jesus Christ, by which the world has been crucified to me, and I to the world.”

I’m boasting in stock picks. Stock Picks! What is the matter with me? When was the last time I boasted in Christ? When was the last time I boasted in the death of Christ on the cross for my sins? WHEN? Maybe the last time I preached, but that isn’t what the verse is about. The verse is about my daily life and in my daily life I boast about stock picks and Halo 3 scores (which I’m not even that good at) and how much I know about whatever particular subject. How ridiculous of me. None of that has lasting value. None of that matters when it comes down to anything.

Dwight (from The Office) said, “Here's my card. It's got my cell number, my pager number, my home number, and my other pager number. I never take vacations, I never get sick, and I don't celebrate any major holidays.” It’s a funny quote from a funny scene. I love The Office. I just think that is how dumb we sound though when we brag or boast in anything but the cross. I mean who really cares what we are able to do. Our lives are vapor and stock picks and halo and whatever else are just VERY small things.

The cross is where my real life began. The cross is where my bragging should begin and end. Old and wooden, splintered and stained is where my life must remain. May I keep that the center.

Heart Wrenching Screams & Other Things That Are Good For Us

Today I took my 4 month old son to the doctor's office for his 4 month checkup and his shots. Everything was going fine.  He was a little fussy, but we weighed (14lbs. 6oz.) and measured (26in.)  him.  They looked in his ears, nose, and mouth and he was fine.  The doctor checked his tummy that checked out and then the doctor left the room and a nurse entered with a silver platter of needles.  All the vaccinations are necessary and all of them are good for him, but as she started to go rapid fire with the needles, the shriek of our precious 4 month old baby boy could be heard by my maternal grandparents (both passed away and in Heaven).  I don't know much about the mental development of infants, but I felt as though he was saying, "you tricked me!"  My eyes began to well up with tears at the scream of my boy, the pain he was in, the shock to his system.  I almost wanted to stop it, but it was good for him.  

I imagine that is much the same with our Heavenly Father.  He will put us through, what at the time, seems like excruciating circumstances.  We scream and we cry and we wonder why things happen.  We beg for answers and sometimes God is silent as to why.  We are left with a promise in 1 Corinthians 10.13 - that we will not be tempted beyond what we are able to endure.  In the midst of what seems like a lonely fire He stands there watching, knowing it is good, but paining him just the same to see his children in pain.  

Christ does not offer us the pleasure of knowing Him without the pain that goes along with it.  He does not want bratty children who were not denied anything.  He does not want children who aren't healthy because they have not had their shots.  He wants his children complete and growing.  Pain is hard, but pain brings strength.  

Watching my son get his shots was painful, but knowing that he will be vaccinated against disease helps me endure it.  

Till Next Time "I guess, all things considered, I was lucky Dwight was there. And Roy was lucky that Dwight only used pepper spray, and not the nunchucks or the throwing stars"

A Discovery: Arrested Development

Arrested Development is amazing! I had never seen it until today and I think I've watched 12 episodes in a row. I've become a huge fan. The only show that's better...it's still The Office. If you have the chance check it out.

An Old Friend Coming Home (or over for dinner)

The shouts of excitement were coming from my house on Thursday when finally, after long last, a new episode of The Office was shown. There were shouts, but not during the actual show, during the show we had the quiet game going on so that we wouldn't miss any of this first new episode since October.

Only a few things surpass this feeling.

1. Knowing Christ
2. Marriage to Allie
3. Birth of Drew
4. Others knowing Christ
5. New Episodes of The Office
6. Fresh Brownies
   

It really did feel like an old friend coming home. I missed it. We celebrated with some students, friends, and fresh brownies (#6 on the above list). We watched every moment, laughing through the whole thing (that was the only sound tolerated during the quiet game). The episode started at 8 and ended at 8:30 with the obligatory commercials thrown in. It was great, but at 8:30 I was left feeling like my old friend left too early. It was great, but not fulfilling or like a line from Rounders "I was so unsatisfied". I wanted more.

I think it points to something. I think it points to my insatiable appetite...and yours...and every humans for that matter. We can never be completely satisfied by what we crave because that thing we crave has limits. That is of course unless that thing we crave is limitless, unless that thing we crave is eternal, unless that thing we crave is alpha and omega, beginning and end. Only then are we going to find satisfaction because He goes on and on, as deep as we can go He is infinitely deeper. He is the great God, the limitless one who is a "fountain of living water" (Jeremiah 2.13).

The Office is great, our God is greater.

"If you don't have plans you can come over for dinner tonight, you don't have plans you just said so a minute ago." - Michael Scott (To Jim)

CSI: Pearland & Other Exhausting Things

Today is the culmination of a lot of work for me, but especially our students. We are doing a Murder Mystery Fundraiser tonight to benefit the students going to camp and potentially a missions trip in late August or December. We've been up there almost every night this week working on it. I've been up till 1AM with non-Drew related incidents the last 4 nights as well CRAZY...

PRAY FOR ME! (I told you I'd do it)

WHOLE JOY

I've recently been pretty convicted over my lack of a plan for memorizing Scripture. Since college I just haven't done it much. So for the last few days I have been working on 1 John 1.1-4 (from the ESV).

That which was from the beginning which we have heard, which we have seen with our eyes, which we looked upon and have touched with our hands concerning the word of life - the life was made manifest and we have seen it and testify to it and proclaim to you the eternal life that was with the father and has been made manifest to us - that which we have seen and heard we proclaim to you so that you may have fellowship with us and indeed our fellowship is with the Father and with His Son Jesus Christ. And we are writing these things so that our joy may be complete.

How was that? Are you impressed? I didn't look, or just copy & paste. I'm not writing to brag, I'm writing because today I worked on verse 4 and I was intrigued (an aside: while on missions trip a couple weeks ago the kids were talking with someone and they got this hotline for pickup lines. Our favorite was "I think you're ugly, but I find you intriguing", just thought I'd share that with you all out there).

Back to verse 4. I started thinking about all that the apostles had seen and all that they had heard and what they had touched and what they seen for 3.5 years and how that must have been overflowing out of them. It reminded me of when I was about 8 or 9 years old in Detroit, MI. Cecil Fielder was on this crazy home run tear and that year he ended up being the first guy in a long time to hit over 50 home runs. I think he also set a record for the number of times he struck out, but oh well. I remember that year going to try to get his autograph in front of a KMart. We got there right on time, but the line was so long and he only stayed for a couple hours so I didn't get the autograph, but I did see him get into his limo that pulled up very close to where I was standing. . I think my parents felt like I would be disappointed for not getting his autograph, but I had seen this guy who was my hero. I went home and told all my friends about how big he was and how strong he was. I was amazed by just being in His presence for a few seconds. I'd been in the presence of what I considered greatness and was overflowing with praise. I had to tell people, there was something about telling people that made the whole thing complete.

Today Cecil Fielder is washed up, fat, and a gambling degenerate I think. But that moment lives in my mind still. How much bigger must those years have felt for those guys in the presence of the Word of Life who was from the beginning who has no end and had no beginning? I think they would be busting at the seems with excitement, especially since there is no danger of Jesus becoming a washed up, fat, degenerate gambler. They had to write, they had to speak, they had to preach, they had to endure suffering, not because THEY HAD TO, but because IT MADE THEIR JOY COMPLETE! They did it for Christ and they did it for their own joy (maybe a little Christian Hedonism if you catch my drift).

That's all for today. Travis, our children's pastor is wanting to go to Buffalo Wild Wings. It's lunch time. Until next time "break me off a piece of that fancy feast...ya that's it" - Andy (from the Office, my Office joy will be complete on April 10th, oh how I miss it)

Crandall Returns to the Blogisphere

It's been a LONG time since I've blogged. I posted back in December I think, but I didn't really write it, just a copy and paste to make me feel better about what I'm doing... Pretty lazy and lame I admit.

I am returning to the blogisphere, inspired by my friend Mike Mathews, a guy in his 60s, who thinks more than most people in their 20s and 30s. I am also responding to Kris Hokanson who wants a little more contact with my mind (insert corny joke here). Thanks Kris, the world thanks you as well.

The reason I started this blog in the first place is because there are things that make me want to rant (usually Christians concerned with being more religious than missional), there are things that I rave about (usually stuff in the Bible, John Piper, the Office, intriguing books, the Colbert Report, or anything that really makes me think), and I am completely indebted to a Savior who has redeemed me (I do mean COMPLETELY INDEBTED because there is NOTHING I can do to repay Him).

Further on that last sentence (this is a rant, a rave, and joy in redemption) there is A LOT of bad theology out there that says things like I have been saved by Jesus now live for Him in order to pay Him back. I know Romans 12.1 ("I appeal to you therefore, brothers, by the mercies of God, to present your bodies as a living sacrifice, holy and acceptable to God, which is your spiritual worship."). I know what it says, but we have some straight up AWFUL interpretations of that verse. I mean where in there does it say ANYTHING about paying God back for sacrificing the ONLY perfect person who has ever lived, not to mention that person is His only Son.

The idea that we can pay God back is madness. Look at the verse again ("I appeal to you therefore, brothers, by the mercies of God, to present your bodies as a living sacrifice, holy and acceptable to God, which is your spiritual worship.") As a result of redemption in Christ we don't pay God back, we die to self and give up our lives in worship. That isn't repayment of the debt that was paid, that's subjecting yourself as a slave to the God who gives you grace to go on taking your next breath, to play with your children, to making your life mean something, etc. Salvation = Slavery, but not the kind that this country was so famous for in the 18th and 19th centuries and that William Wilberforce fought so hard to vanquish in England. This slavery is real freedom, freedom to live and breathe the way God intended. This slavery is actually being made an heir with the Christ who redeemed us. We are to be sacrifices and that is worship and that is what God wants from our now redeemed lives.

That felt good...I like blogging again.

BTW, I make NO promises about the frequency of this blog. I will try to do it daily, most likely, I'll do it weekly, but I'm sure there will be those CRAZY months where there might be one post that says something like "pray for me...".

Until next time stay classy San Diego

Have I been daring greatly

Teddy Roosevelt's famous speech has always been a favorite of mine. It was brought to mind today in my devotions as I finished James in 5.19-20. I don't think I've been daring greatly. I need to. I've posted the speech below to encourage and inspire.

It is not the critic who counts; Not the man who points out how the strong man stumbles, or where the doer of deeds could have done them better. The credit belongs to the man who is actually in the arena, whose face is marred by dust and sweat and blood; Who strives valiantly; Who errs, and comes up short again and again, because there is no effort without error and shortcoming; But who does actually strive to do the deeds; Who knows the great enthusiasms, the great devotions; Who spends himself in a worthy cause; Who at the best knows in the end the triumph of high achievement, and who at the worse, if he fails, at least fails while daring greatly, so that his place shall never be with those cold and timid souls who know neither victory nor defeat. —Theodore Roosevelt
This is one thing I know I am passionate about. The fight. The failing. The winning. The blood, sweat, and tears. So cliche but so true. Lacrosse is such a huge part of my life that if all else fails well at least I know I can look back at my life and know that I had something. Something that made me so happy because it wasn’t easy and I worked hard to be the best that I could be.

Christianity Misunderstood...AGAIN

I watched an interview this morning on the Today Show with Donnie Deutsch. They were recapping an interview that he had done with Ann Coulter, a conservative and controversial author and commentator. Deutsch was offended by Coulter saying that he needed to be "perfected". He took it as a desire to wipe Jews off the map, which is not what Coulter meant at all. It is deeply held in Christianity that we want everyone to become believers, it is God's desire as well (1 Timothy 2.4).

We don't convert with the sword, and the Crusades (when Christians did try to convert with the sword) is one of the darkest moments in Christian history. We do it by loving others, by giving to others, and by showing that life in Christ is better and then sharing how to have that life in Christ. The Bible calls believers in Christ clean and sanctified another way to say that is perfected. Christians don't believe that they are perfect, they believe that the one that they follow is - Jesus - and now in God's eyes they are justified (not to be unloving or hateful, and love does not mean a toleration to sin) by the one who they believe in. No real Christian will say that they are righteous apart from Christ.

Jews were given much in the Old Testament, but they rejected their Messiah - Jesus Christ and a new covenant was made with gentiles (one that was foretold in the Old Testament). Jews can still be saved, but only by the same way that Christians are saved by faith in Jesus Christ who died on a cross for the sins of mankind. Only by faith in Him can anyone (Jew or Gentile) be saved.

Coulter speaks off-the-cuff too frequently and did not make her statements clear that she desires to evangelize and not hate Jews. She should be more clear as an Evangelical Christian but she is not spouting hate speech.

Another time when Christianity is misunderstood...I don't think it's the last time either.

Graduation

I just graduated this last weekend from Southeastern Seminary in Wake
Forest, NC. I can't believe I'm done!

Jack Bauer is My Hero

As a devout 24 fan I had to give a little extra play to this list I found on my friend Sam Sutter's Blog. Enjoy!!!!

• "The anti-Christ is hoping Jack Bauer won't be left behind."
• Jack Bauer is an Arminian…if you cooperate you can cut a deal.
• Jack Bauer once baptized someone until he talked.
• Pray with Jack Bauer but if he offers the laying on of hands, decline.
• Jack Bauer giving the sacraments: "You have no idea what it cost to secure this…"
• The only reason you're reading this blog is because Jack Bauer is letting you.
• Jack Bauer believes in Divine Election because he understands what it means to control everything.
• Jack Bauer is a Complimentarian- everyone submits to him.
• Jack Bauer once questioned the authenticity of the Bible, so he brought the authors back to life and tortured them until he was convinced they were telling the truth.
• Jesus will return when Jack Bauer dies. The problem is that he keeps coming back to life.
• Jack Bauer knows whether the earth is "young" or "old," but no one's successfully tortured it out of him.
• For Jack Bauer, confrontation is the only form of evangelism.
• 1/3 of the angels fell when Jack Bauer kicked them out of heaven for not telling him who they worked for.
• Jack Bauer is proof of Intelligent Design.
• Luckily, the Egyptians gave in after the 10th plague because number 11 was going to be Jack Bauer.
• The 10 spies gave a bad report because they saw Jack Bauer.
• Jack Bauer is his own accountability partner and community.

Day 4 and Day 5

Again, we've seen so much and done so much it is hard to explain it all. With no further ado here is what we did on March 15th and March 16th.

March 15

Places Visited

• Jordan River - We were baptized in the Jordan River. Sonny baptized me and then I got to baptize Allie. It was very cool to think about that this was the river that John the Baptist baptized people seeking repentance and the very river that Jesus Himself was baptized in. It was VERY cold. Water temperature was probably close to 55 degrees. We'll have pictures when we get back.
  
• Bet Sayan - This is the site of some of the most exciting excavations going on in Israel today. It is also the site of Saul's final stand and death. They have uncovered a Tel, which is an unnatural hill. The hill is made by different civilizations building upon one another. At the top of Bet Sayan is Saul's civilization. There are 16 civilizations below that one! Unbelievable! We walked through the Roman City which was pretty beautiful as well.
  
• Qumran - The caves are the place where the Dead Sea Scrolls were found. Among these scrolls was a complete version of Isaiah (all 66 chapters). This Isaiah scroll is over 2000 years old. The text matches exactly with the versions that we've had passed down through the centuries. There are some different spellings, but the defintions of those words have never changed. God will preserve His word. He does preserve His word and we were in the place that some of it was preserved.
  

March 16

• Massada - This is a plateau that is 1300 ft high. I climbed it with 9 of our other pilgrims. It was a hard climb to the top on a 2.5 mile trail. I did it in right around 40 minutes. I'm so out of shape. I remember in college making climbs higher than that in 30 minutes. Got to get in shape when we get back to the States. Anyway this is the plateau where before Roman takeover Jews decided to not allow them to take them alive. There were 900 Jews here. The children were killed first. Then the women. Then the men. Then there were 10 elders left. They threw lots to figure out who would be the last one. That last one killed the other 9 and then fell on his own sword. Suicide was a curse in the OT and this way only one person had to commit it . The Jews said that they would never be taken as slaves and seen their children abused and their women ravaged. Instead they would die on their own terms.
  
• Ein Gedi - This is the place where many of David's Psalms were written. David would escape here from Saul and then from Absalom. In the Scripture it says that David cut off the hem of Saul's garment. This is not the bottom of the garment, but his prayer shawl which is actually very close to him. It is much more near his waist. Amazing!
  
• Mt. Olives - This is the place where Jesus will return it is right across from the Eastern Gate and overlooking the site of the future Temple (the 3rd). IT is the current site of the Dome of the Rock.
  
• All Saints Church - Church next to the Garden of Gethsamane
  
• Garden of Gethsemane - This is the place where Jesus walked and prayed before He was betrayed. This is in the shadow of the Temple probably. Allie and I got to pray in the garden that Jesus prayed in and sweat drops of blood. There are many Olive Trees there over 2000 years old. This was the place. AMAZING!
  

Day 2 and Day 3

For those faithful readers out there I'm sorry I haven't written in a few days. It has been so busy and full and we haven't had an internet connection.

3/13/07
Places Visited:

• Caesarea by the Sea - This was the Herod the Great's capitol city. This was also the place that we read about in Acts 10 where Cornelius, the first gentile convert, lived and believed in Christ. Most likely it is also the place where Paul would have started on his missionary journies. This place was amazing and huge. Herod was a great builder. He built this entire city from the ground up complete with a 3000 seat amphitheater, an enormous palace on the Mediterranean Sea, and a port of over 200 ships. Included in his palace is a fresh water pool. This pool was connected to the ocean, but not fed by it (obviously, right?). This place was big and old and quite the feat for that day, or any day for that matter. It is also here that archaeologists have uncovered the proof that Pilate was the ruler at the time of Jesus.
• Mt. Carmel - This is the sight of Elijah's challenge to the prophets of Baal. This is a large hill and from it you can see the Jezreel Valley. This is the place of the final battle of Armeggedon. The valley is enormous, the view is spectacular, and the wind was swirling, so we didn't spend that much time up there. This was my favorite sight and will definitely use my experience in subsequent sermons.
• Nazareth - Here we visited a potential site for where Jesus may have opened the scrolls and read in Luke 4. It was after this that he was rejected in this city, having said that "this day this prophesy has been fulfilled in your hearing."
• Mt. Arbel - Nothing imparticular happened here, but from this mountain you can see many of the places that Jesus ministered in the Galilee region. Jesus stayed mostly on the north side of the galilee. This was the place that had the greatest number of people in that day. Today it is not the case. But then, in this great fishing community that side tends to be 2-3 degrees warmer due to hot springs that feed it. That's where the people were, so that's where Jesus was.

3/14/2007

I woke up today watching the sunrise on the Sea of Galilee. I couldn't help but think that this is the SAME sun and the SAME sea (it's actually more of a lake). That Jesus saw rise and set. It was beautiful.

Places Visited:

• Sea of Galilee - This is the sea where Jesus spent most of his ministry around. It is not very large, only 17 miles by 8 miles (give or take). It is positioned in a valley and in a very odd spot. It is very low, some 200 meters below sea level. It is surrounded by mountains on all sides that are set back some varying number of meters. This causes great storms to arise their quickly. Many times in the New Testament it talks about the storms arising quickly. It's easy to see how it could happen. Jesus calmed storms here, he walked on water here, and taught people from boat here. This is the place where Peter jumped out of the boat and started walking. We were there, it is an overwhelming experience.
• Gennesaret - Here they found a boat that they have discovered to be over 2000 years old. It is the type of boat that Peter, James, John, and Andrew would have had.
• Capernaum - This was the place of Jesus' base of operations. The home town of Peter's mother-in-law and the place where Jesus did miracles and healings, left and right. It is also one of the places that Jesus curses because of its unbelief. To this day Capernaum has not been rebuilt. It stands in ruins.
• Mt. of Beattitudes - This is the place where Jesus spoke the Sermon on the Mount (Matthew 5-7). The place where he most likely spoke forms a natural amphitheater. Today it is home to an order of nuns who are not very personable. They've yelled at groups in the past for singing too loud.
• Peter's Primacy - This is the spot on the Galilee where after Jesus' resurrection he appeared to the disciples who had gone back to their former way of life. You can read about it in John 21. It is also the place where Peter was questioned about his love for Jesus and he told him 3 times that he loved him. There is more to this story, but I want to preach on it, so I'll refrain.
• Caesarea Phillipi - This is the place of Peter's great confession of who Jesus is. Jesus would never have gone inside of this city, it was pagan, but they were in the "region surrounding it". In this region there are tons (literally) of ruins to the Greek god Pan. This was thought to be the "Gates of Hell" by the religious people of the day. So after Peter's confession when Jesus says, "I will build my church and the gates of Hell will not prevail against it." He was standing right in front of this spot. Pretty incredible, do you have goose bumps, I do, and I did all day long.

This trip has been nothing short of amazing. To quote Ferris Bueller, "if you have the funds I highly suggest it." Seriously, this has been enriching and fulfilling. God has used it in a big way in my life already.

Forgive me if I misspelled things it is 3:30 AM here and my brain is not quite functioning up to snuff.

Holy Land - The Arrival

Yesterday afternoon (Israeli time, morning if you are in the states) we landed at Ben Guiren airport in Tel Aviv. The flight was LONG, but actually pretty good. I hate flying, but it really wasn't that bad, although I got next to zero sleep and watched "Stranger Than Fiction" with Will Ferrel 3 or 4 times. We got off the plane and proceeded to Customs. We had our passports stamped and got our luggage. it was a little surprising how much the airport there was like one in the States. We got our luggage just fine and headed out.

We were then met by our tour guide, Irit. She is a 'Sabin". That is someone who has been born in Israel since the re-formation of Israel in 1948. We drove to the hotel and felt very at home as we were stuck in traffic. It felt like being on I-45 during rush hour. Directly before we got on the tour bus we met up with Christian Friends of Israel. Many of us brought clothes to donate to them as there are thousands of immigrants coming back to the land monthly and are generally in need of clothing. They were very thankful.

We got to the hotel and in our rooms and then had the opportunity to go out on the beach of the Mediterranean Sea. We got to see the sunset on the Mediterranean, it was From the beach you can see Joppa. Today it is a modern city, but Joppa is the place where Jonah ran to, boarding a boat after running from God's will. It is amazing to be here. We are surrounded by Biblical history everywhere. These are places that we've read about and learned about. Allie and I are so thankful to be here and see all that God has for us.

Last night we had a devotion on the beach with Pastor Sonny. He highlighted our connection to Israel and our place and purpose here. That we have been grafted into the tree as it says in Romans 11 and now it is our purpose as believers in Christ to make the Jews jealous through our love and grace. May God bless this purpose in our pilgrimage here.

After our devotion we went right to bed. We were tired so tired. We then woke up today at 3:30 AM Israeli time. I think there is still some adjustment to make in the time change.

Blessings!

Major Improvement!

God has been good. The doctor went in today expecting to find little if any improvement, but as they examined they found blood flow by all 3 of the major clots. That is a huge first step. They were able to suck out some of the clot and they will be going back in later today to try and suck out more.

Thank you for your prayers, but please don't stop. The medicine that Stanley has in him is supposed to be removed after 48 hours. Because there has been so much improvement they are going to leave it in a little while longer, but not much longer. There is a little blood in the urine, but God has been good to us.

It's amazing to see direct answer to prayer. Thank You

Little if any improvement...

Greetings,

After all of our hopes that things had changed sadly, they haven't. The
doctors have seen in the dye test that there has been little if any
improvement.

Aunt Kathy (Uncle Stan's wife) has asked that if you are able to fast from
this evening until 4pm tomorrow to do it. The reason that they are asking for the
fast from those times is that they are only able to have the clot busting
medicine in his system a total of 48 hours. They began it yesterday at
about 4pm. If you aren't able to fast then please pray.

Please pray that the clots will break up and that the medicine will work.
Also, there needs to be some blood flow there. God has been so faithful in
other areas here. We know that He is able to do more than we could ask or
think so please pray.

Asking for your prayers,
jason

Uncle Stan Accepts Jesus

I just got a text message from Allie that said that she was able to share the Gospel with her uncle Stanley and he squeezed her hand saying that he wanted to pray to receive Jesus. Allie prayed with him. God is so good to us. Thank you for your prayers.

On a much less significant note, but still great they are hoping that he will be able to eat solid food today. he has also refused pain meds 3 times today. That's good, it means that he is needing less to keep pain off. They will be doing a dye test this afternoon to see if there has been opening of the veins. It seems that there has been and one of the doctors has said that he is cautiously optimistic at this point.

Continue to pray! It is working!

Allie's Uncle Stanley

THANK YOU FOR YOUR PRAYERS! Allie's uncle is doing better. They went in and did a procedure to try to break through some of the clots (There are several near the brain). Those clots are about the size of a pea in diameter, but they are very long. One is as long as 18cm or 7inches. The doctor was able to work through some of it and apply clot busting medicine to it, but we are far from out of the woods. After surgery uncle stanley was conscious and responsive, but still in pain. Until they are able to restore blood flow he will continue to be in pain. They will be determining blood flow today and see where he is at physically. It is better than we anticipated though. Pray for Allie as today she is going to try and share the gospel with him.

I'll be trying to update here as much as possible. The website is www.jasoncrandall.info.